Do you honestly think that Allah has abandoned you? Do you think He doesn’t see your tears, shed in the dead of the night? Perhaps those tears are your means of gaining closeness to Him. Allah Hears you. He loves you. Whatever it is you’re praying for, you’ll be granted. Just trust in His Divine wisdom. Don’t be deceived about the infinite mercy of Allah.
Believe fully. Believe blindly. Allah never ever disappoints.